Looking back

Looking back, almost two years has been hard. I've lost a lot, and sometimes it does really bother me. Family and friends really do help bring happiness but they will never bring that the two I lost to being sick.
I've lost 2 years of high school, my junior and senior. Many students say, 'WOW, that awesome. It must be cool to not have to go to school'. Well, sometimes it is, but most of the time I miss it. I miss my friends and not having the memories like everyone else has. I am not experiencing high school like most teenagers do, and the most precious, fun year.. Senior year.

Continuing, it has put a drag on my college, I used to know where I wanted to go and had everything planned. Now, I really don't know what I wanna do.
I see everyone else planning for college, of coarse I can apply. But what does me good when I might be ill and I would just be throwing money at a college that would gladly take my money.

One thing I am proud of, is that I am going to graduate. That's one thing my sickness will never take away.
A life lesson, one month I was planning to go to school and be a normal high school student. Have no problems and just live life. But everything changed..
Time is precious, use it wisely.
Everything can change in second, don't think you're invincible.