When you start to have hope that it will be somewhat fixed and then a bomb is dropped. Your new problem is just like the old problem, not easily fixed. Now you got a couple illnesses that are complicated, feels like like I’m in a bad relationship with my body. I’ve been sick for 3 years, almost 4. I am so used of things never being easy or ever going my way. When you finally get a little break and then your bodies like “Nope its not gonna be that easy”.
Sometimes the emotional part that is the hardest, trying to accept that your really sick. Your life is not gonna be that simple. You start to look at your friends that don’t have a illness and you start to wonder if your life is ever gonna be “illness free”.
Sometimes it feels like its one thing after a another, docs think you are crazy, and you start to think they are right. Fix 1 problem and 2 more appear, like why does that happen?
Like I said, your in a bad relationship with your body. Relationships are never easy.
